Who hasn’t seen one of these. Heart disease, diabetes, heat attack and most commonly cancer. And I can’t not look.
It doesn’t matter that I know that I will find a syptom that fits, or make one fit. That I will spend the next few days, weeks and maybe months obsessing over it. The only thing worse is that dread I get from not checking.
Thinking that I might gave whatever the article says but I won’t know cause I didn’t check. Half of them are half as attention grabs trying to sell some miracle cure or make money of ads. Which sucks, because a bunch of assholes trying to make money keep toying with me.
I try and ignore them, and some times I am fine. But on days where I am tired, and it’s been a long week, it just presses my buttons.