I am dead tired right now. But I am not sleeping, because I am worried I parked my car too far down the driveway and will get hit by a plow. I was too embarrassed to admit it and my anxiety about it earlier, so now it’s too late to go out and fix it.
I am worried my badge isn’t in my baf and I haven’t paid my bills. I am worried I won’t get enough sleep, so I can’t sleep. And I am exhausted.
I didn’t want to go in early tomorrow, but when someone offers you lab time guaranteed, you can’t turn it down cause you are tired and you think less sleep is going to send your anxiety into overdrive. I am going to lay here and try deep breath, and hopefully get some sleep.