So I went to the doctor and she said nothing to worry about. Most of the time that is fine. But when I get tired and slow down a little, or i lay on my arm or sit on my foot and it starts to fall asleep. I panic a little. This lead to the feeling of tingly fingers.
This is getting worse as I type, because I am thinking about it. I keep worrying its diabetes. This doesn’t make sense, because when I get distracted it goes away. Anxiety induced, and entirely psychosomatic.
I think this entire thing is because I have been working so much the last few weeks, and I haven’t even got a chance to catch up on sleep this weekend. The problem with anxiety though is even though I know its not real, not rational, I still worry. I can’t stop. Which is why i am writing this blog rather than reading fiction. Some days I just wish I were like everyone else.