So I am travelling this weekend again. First to my grandmothers, and then to a job interview that includes an overnight trip and a flight in. I have already begun to panic. Mainly that the hotel will have bed bugs.
Then there was a small beetle in my bed last night. Now I am worried I have bedbugs already despite having none of the signs of bedbugs.
My back continues to hurt, though incremental progress is being made, and right now I can feel a tension in my neck that may start a migraine. Probably from the stress of spending the last 24 hours, teeth clenched over bed bug worries.
I am trying to keep calm, and breath through it, but today the anxiety is winning.